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razor x blade

by p.s.you'redead, Mikau

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1.
Who’s that hanging off your back? Who’s that singing in the breeze? A smile in a shadow Always staring back at me It’s all in my head Hurtful words you never said They told me to stay away But it's easier inside your arms Despite what I say I couldn't Bear to live without you Claustrophobia It’s Cabin Fever And I know you told me It’s not getting any easier I swear we’re going nowhere But that’s fine by me And do I have to repeat myself? There’s nowhere I’d rather be
2.
I lied, things aren't better off this time Just keeps getting worse no matter how many times I try My pride keeps me from admitting I’m not fine Hold it deep in my chest and pray today I take my last breath This is me drowning in my sleep The more these days stay the same, it gets harder to forget a face This is me drowning in my sleep Drink myself sick on empty promises that I could never keep This is me drowning in my sleep The more these days stay the same, it gets harder to forget a face This is me drowning in my sleep Waste the day away, stuck in a haze that I just can't seem to breach Your voice in the back of my head is calling My mind shuts off, nausea is building Breaking down over photos What’s the point, I have to know I don’t want to talk about it - everyone wants to talk about it I just don’t want to talk about it - please let it stop Who are you? What’s this hell you put me through? Another voice, another name - I can’t bear to see the face I’m doing fine - just trying my best to stay in line I’ll excuse the pleasantries but every exchange always seems to stay the same Hold my breath Maybe I'm better off dead
3.
Painting still life frames with my insides Holding a light to the dark that ate me Now there’s no way, I swear that I’m not Cut out for the job of holding this up Plastered to the canvas I stay exposed for patron eyes Still tied up with the parasite that knows it needs me alive If I was still the judge I’d sentence every shiver in my spine to death with collections of the evidence that they had left Afraid for their lives I hope they just hide Float up till your heart stops Just don’t be alarmed when you sink back It means nothing It means nothing
4.
“You did that on purpose”, his ghost sang to me After he took his life I’m sorry that it had to come to this I thought it better Curse cast through my body Now I’ll never be free I’ll watch my whole life through phantom eyes You thought it out, veiled with doubt, but needed your answer Well I’m not here, I’m not me anymore I closed that chapter but I’m still reminded Of how it felt when the hammer grew heavy Of how I died when my innocence left me

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released January 29, 2021

Mikau songs recorded, mixed and mastered by Adam Stergis

p.s.you'redead songs recorded, mixed and mastered by Jon Wisniewski at Second River Studios

Cover art by Alan Schrutt (SlinkyCubes Design)

Flexi Discs of the split available through Chillwavve Records at chillwavve dot com

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