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Who’s that hanging off your back?
Who’s that singing in the breeze?
A smile in a shadow
Always staring back at me
It’s all in my head
Hurtful words you never said
They told me to stay away
But it's easier inside your arms
Despite what I say I couldn't
Bear to live without you
Claustrophobia
It’s Cabin Fever
And I know you told me
It’s not getting any easier
I swear we’re going nowhere
But that’s fine by me
And do I have to repeat myself?
There’s nowhere I’d rather be
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Mikau - DOS Ex Machina
02:25
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I lied, things aren't better off this time
Just keeps getting worse no matter how many times I try
My pride keeps me from admitting I’m not fine
Hold it deep in my chest and pray today I take my last breath
This is me drowning in my sleep
The more these days stay the same, it gets harder to forget a face
This is me drowning in my sleep
Drink myself sick on empty promises that I could never keep
This is me drowning in my sleep
The more these days stay the same, it gets harder to forget a face
This is me drowning in my sleep
Waste the day away, stuck in a haze that I just can't seem to breach
Your voice in the back of my head is calling
My mind shuts off, nausea is building
Breaking down over photos
What’s the point, I have to know
I don’t want to talk about it - everyone wants to talk about it
I just don’t want to talk about it - please let it stop
Who are you? What’s this hell you put me through?
Another voice, another name - I can’t bear to see the face
I’m doing fine - just trying my best to stay in line
I’ll excuse the pleasantries but every exchange always seems to stay the same
Hold my breath
Maybe I'm better off dead
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Painting still life frames with my insides
Holding a light to the dark that ate me
Now there’s no way, I swear that I’m not
Cut out for the job of holding this up
Plastered to the canvas I stay exposed for patron eyes
Still tied up with the parasite that knows it needs me alive
If I was still the judge I’d sentence every shiver in my spine to death with collections of the evidence that they had left
Afraid for their lives
I hope they just hide
Float up till your heart stops
Just don’t be alarmed when you sink back
It means nothing
It means nothing
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“You did that on purpose”, his ghost sang to me
After he took his life
I’m sorry that it had to come to this
I thought it better
Curse cast through my body
Now I’ll never be free
I’ll watch my whole life through phantom eyes
You thought it out, veiled with doubt, but needed your answer
Well I’m not here, I’m not me anymore
I closed that chapter but I’m still reminded
Of how it felt when the hammer grew heavy
Of how I died when my innocence left me
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